december 3rd, 2025
weather:
-18c | partially sunny | so much nicer than yesterday omg
mental state: 
tired, but feeling okay! looking forward to my evening
We went to a papa roach concert this week... holy moly LOL. At least the food at the venue was really good, and our box tickets were free! That is the only reason we went at all, and that more than made up for the concert haha.
The bands "Sleep Theory" and "The Used" opened up for them and brother.. The Used was NOT good. They called themselves the 'best fucking band in the world' and all i can say is.. Wrong.
-> Let me insert some visuals i took for those interested: ..doesn't the roach head look like a penis.. like bffr that is not what a roach looks like...
Made reallyyyy realyyyyy good chicken cesar sandwiches with focaccia today, my fiance made the bread while I was on my way home from work! so good :3 Also played minecraft for a couple hours with my friend, just a nice and cozy night! I'm feeling ready for Thursday, going to get a lot of work done and have an easy Friday I hope.
december 1st, 2025
weather:
-10c | overcast | very windy omg i was chilled!!
mental state:
slightly deranged (had a pre-period breakdown moment while decorating the tree)
i feel like at work today i could've gotten a lot more work done, but my adhd was really kicking my ass and idk why.. maybe because it was a monday? and well, tbh i didn't get very much sleep which i'm sure doesn't help the situation lol
anyways, i got home and felt alright; mentally ready to cook dinner and attempt some small-loaf foaccia. then.. we brought up the christmas tree LMAO! something about having to decorate the tree really killed me, but i blame my incoming period - it genuinely turns me into a different person and i can really feel my mental illness
in the end we ordered in pizza and we did actually finish the tree, so that was nice but jesus christ wtf man, PPD is no joke my brother
november 27th, 2025
rahhh i made this page, woo!